Kirkepiscatoid

Yep, one of the "green altar" church seasons is coming to an end and one of the "purple altar" seasons is coming. (Yeah, I know Advent in modern times has gone to blue but I still think of Advent as a "purple altar" season). I always look forward to Lent, not just because of the purple up in the front of the church, but because I always see it as a "housecleaning" season.

Truthfully, I've never quite figured out the whole penitential somberness that some people feel over Lent. Maybe it's a holdover from our Jewish roots and Yom Kippur. Perhaps it has to do with whether an individual sees the season as leading up to the ultimate death of Jesus on the cross, or whether one sees the season as culminating in the resurrection of the Christ. Is Lent a season of "giving up" or "adding?"

My best friends growing up were a big Roman Catholic family. I remember their mom and dad always going around the supper table asking each child, "What are you giving up for Lent?" Since I was kind of an extended family member, it was expected that I would give something up too, but I would be on my own in terms of enforcement of my choice. What I remember most is that none of the kids ever gave up anything particularly significant..."I gave up bubble gum." "I'm going to give up drinking Cokes." Stuff like that. Their dad would remind them that it was to help understand the pain Christ went through during the Crucifixion. I remember thinking that anything I could possibly give up was pretty chintzy and intuitively not even close to how I envisioned death by crucifixion...which always made me think, "What's the point, really, of giving up these things for Lent? It's not even close to payback for Christ's pain." I mostly just saw it as a somewhat meaningless ritual.

Then, somewhere in young adulthood, I became disenchanted with the morbidity of Lent and instead saw the joy in it. Forty days of mentally beating your head with a stick over all your wrongdoings was just overkill. Yom Kippur was more my conceptual speed--it only has 10 days of that stuff, culminating in this huge corporate confession. I started to think of Lent more as preparation and spring housecleaning...more of a "what does my inner spiritual self need to be fuller?" look at it all.

Well, with all housecleaning, there's that business of clutter. You can be penitent all you want, but if you don't get rid of the clutter there's no room for new things, and all the "I'm sorrys" don't fix the clutter problem. So I decided to mentally strip my mind from the things that don't matter so much. Then comes the business of getting one's soul more "full" of the good things that Lent represents. This always becomes more of an addition to me...maybe I needed more structure to my prayer life. Maybe I needed to give up by giving...giving to charity is a great clutter-freeer.

So my advice for the upcoming Lenten season is to get busy "filling the gaps" and "caulking the holes."